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Oh thank you so much for this and as soon as I'm free of this situation. I'm confussed I'm handing it all up to the Devine, Universe, and my Angels.
ReplyDeleteMy problem is I was abused from before I was born, as my mum told me a few years ago the amount of times she tried to abort me, then she would emotionally blackmail me. My first memory is her leaving me all night on my own at 6mnths old i remember crying myself to sleep. She fostered me out and put me in care. Said 2year ago that it was only a few nights a week. Then she married the monster who sexually abused me, she stayed with him and blamed me for years. I've never had support even tho ive had cptsd since very young. She supported my 2 brothers then she verbally physically emotionally and mentally abused me. It came to a head 2 years ago. I never spoke about it I kept their secret. Now my mental health became really bad I begged her to pay for a therapist I had in the past. My step dad jumped up and said prove I abused u.
It would seem I kept a tight grip of a ghost of a ghost family. I wish I could go back and say just let go they don't care. Their denial shows no remorse. I'm a good person hate lies and always do the right thing, as that is how I want to be treated. Now I'm living back here bad health the house I lived in has effected my breathing, but my mental health is bad and I have my brothers protecting him and turning on me. Incase the equity is frozen. If I'm nice he takes it upon himself to be rude and inappropriate. I stay in the room and he has tried to come in the room. My brothers said u planned this im terrified really scared. I've always been strong but feel so vulnerable. And my whole life has been sad with the odd bit of happiness. This surely can't be fair. I'm trying to stay positive. So I've handed up. But because there is no remorse do I not go for compensation. Handing it up does that mean not to go for compensation.
I true feel I was loyal for years I should of let go. Found out my mum lied constantly telling relatives and brothers I was confussed. I have a few relatives who she told the real story to. And they said they wud go to court with me. He sleeps safe he has no problems. He feels he did nothing wrong.hr could get a company to release equity and he can still stay in it, i know i will be the bad person. How dare he do this to me i never wanted this until they denied it and said prove it. The scary thing is having not one person in my life who u can trust and who cares. I'm scared uve never been scared im a fighter or I was.